My opinion is that happiness is a feeling like any other, it comes and goes. To experience it takes understanding that avoidance of issues does not help, pleasure will never stop depression, just prolongue it further. Take the opportunity here to discover yourself, write, work out what the real issues are. You will likely find it has nothing to do with your circumstances. I am with company now but, if you want to talk more later, you can find me under the same name in steemit.chat