tried to convert in the opposite

like actively tried ?!?!! or you mean involuntary almost did?

I once had a dream where I did die!! It's almost two decades ago but I can still remember it vividly.

I was inside of an empty cargo train, completely empty wagons, the train was coasting along comfortably and I actually enjoyed myself, watching a weirdly mixed landscape passing by from a jungle-like valley into a tempered european hillside. Then the train started picking up speed, going downhill faster and faster. I was panicking, inside this empty and old wooden cargo wagon. Too fast to jump off, nothing to hold on to! I laid flat on the ground, trying to brace myself for an impact. Literally scared for my life. Then the crash happened. I could feel the wooden planks under my back breaking and crushing through my ribcage... 😨

Then I woke up!

I wasn't myself for a week or two. I think I was actually traumatized by that dream.