The question about the addiction woulda been ideal but would also be too personal so.

To be the best version of myself, this is a fairly easy question. Do what you love, simple. Now the not so simple part is finding what you really love. You can say you love money, you love video games, you love your job, bla bla bla, but sometimes it can take a lifetime for one to figure what they are really into, so each day should be a day of soul searching for that thing that you enter a complete state of flow whenever you're doing it. I started writing a few months ago and it was one of the best decisions I made. Writing is therapeutic. It is a strong form of meditating and I can tell you for sure that mediating is powerful. Meditating is truly immersing yourself in whatever activity you're doing and not thinking about other random stuff. So to truly be the best version of you, continue to do what you love and if you haven't seen it, keep looking

Love and light ❤️