There's so much I can relate to here, especially the frustration over this:

It Has been a struggle lately to deal with the worldwide changes and accept that my family agrees with it all. They got the vaccine and, their choice made me angry and sad.

Luckily I have a twin sister, here in Portugal, who is on my side ( to put it like that ) but it's my family in The Netherlands that I struggle with and especially due to the ill health of my father ( who has heart and long issues and has been depressed for 25 years ).

I wrote this piece about it, a while ago, but it's still a sensitive issue:

@vincentnijman/tired-of-butting-heads-a-healthy-debate--between-two-brothers--in-times-of-increasing-division

My dilemma right now is what to do if I really need to go home to visit my father. I haven't been in The Netherlands for over a year now and he is growing old fast.

Sending you a big hug. Probably won't take too long to reach you, as you're pretty close by ;<)

P.S. This part also vibrated with me:

I will be getting rid of the business side of moon yoga so that I share from a place of integrity. Business does not align with who I am right now.

as I am about to finish my first book and some comments on my last post made me think of the business side, that I feel I don't necessarily need to deal with.