I've been on Hive/Steem since 2017. I know what it was like going through weeks, months with little to show for. Engagement is so important in building friendship networks of common interest and mutual support. I am blessed with fine friends here than kept encouraging me.
When will I choose? Being chronically ill for the last year I don't know if I will ever recover. I have chosen my burial place and my Will has been finalized. Now it is a matter of the fine details.
Regrettably my friend has incinerated that bridge, he is so impulsive beyond any hope.
RE: 35k HP will mean a lot to him