Rainy Thursday my beloved friends and family here in this wonderful community 
I wasn't able to make a post here because Im not feeling well. My eyes are swollen due to my down moments, but I need to endure all of that because im a mother and a mother is always strong even she's hurting.
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For my today's post im going to reveal a secret that I'm carrying 17 years ago. The girl on the photo above is really my eldest daughter her name is Julie Anne she's 17 years now and the other girl that I'm referring as my eldest daughter is 16 years old. Julianna You'll notice that their age has only a one year age gap. I was studying as a first year college when my mama Juliet needs to go to US then I got pregnant with Julianna I didn't tell her the truth because I don't want her to get mad at me again. She forgive at the first and I know she'll not on the second.
My Mom got home I also gave birth to Julianna but we can't hide all the secrets. She took Julie Anne away from us they lived in the house you see on the photos below. She got mad at Julie Anne and now I did it again. She went through a lot of expenses I even broke her heart but she still accepts me. I think this the disadvantage of being an adopted kid which is me. Until now I didn't care to ask where are my real parents, they said that I was really a family except that my mom is a mistress.
When I was a kid I always ask my mom where is my father? She always answer that his on work but I grow and grow I never see him even his shadow or picture. I feel incomplete I don't have any siblings at all, I envy my classmates, when there are events on school they are one complete happy family. And now I have my own nobody can turn back time.
It's been 2-3 years that I haven't went home there is a reason; I have an incredible aunt that ruins my relationship to my mom and it will be a long story of pain if I'll wrote it here. She always makes lies at me so my mom will get mad. We don't have any contacts either at three years time we haven't talked at all. Julie Anne also block me even im her mother she has her social life she also saw how hard our life here. My mom is helping us and I don't know about it.
So without accidentally going home I'll know nothing about what's happening. Here's a conversation of me and my mom after I got Home here in Water World. Mom was sending me stuff that will be useful inside our house but we didn't have the Chance to get any of it. Juiie Anne also said that you're sister is betraying you and mom will just let it pass by.
What important is now we're so fine and happy. I also told her that I'm earning through hive and singing and others too. The key to happiness is to be contended on what you have for now and grind for a better future. I took a lot of photos inside our house to inspire others about my short story and secret. I want this photos to be an example of my dreams all I want now is to earn double and I'll make sure that things will changed and it will be a lot better.
