You lost your way. You do not know your exact destination. Nowhere do you find guidance on what to do or not to do.
There can be many reasons to stop the pace of life. There are so many events in your life, so many situations
Existing which is complicating your life day by day.
It is very normal for you to be overwhelmed with frustration. Just because you're broken doesn't mean you're a weak person.
In difficult moments of life, in complicated situations, everyone sits in despair. In all cases, the situation is more or less catastrophic.
But: Some people understand, some people are able to bring the situation under their control without understanding. Your problem will always be in your life. You need to learn how to deal with adversity and move forward.
Now you may think that it is very easy to say things but it is difficult to do. Because only the one who suffers from the situation can realize its meaning.
That is the real truth. There is no way to deny. But since you are the victim of your situation, so is the responsibility to change your own situation and your own.
No one will come to take on the responsibility of solving your own problems. Because every human being is constantly struggling in his life in one way or another.
So we prefer to alleviate our own suffering than to understand the suffering of others. So there is no point in blaming others unnecessarily.
We are all selfish in our respective positions. The world now moves on the principle of self-interest. So we can't expect anyone else to become a selfless god for us and relieve us of all suffering.