The beginning of these posts was my My Life Just Hit a Brick Wall at High Velocity, on the Cusp of My 50th Birthday: Mid Life Crisis 101 post. I link that post because I want to give my readers some useful context for what I write in these posts.
Warm greetings all! 🙏 💚
I know I've said this a lot lately, but my life is very challenging for me at the moment, and it has been for more than two months now, since my breakup with Kaï. I got word from Lydia today that Puamana is also not presently an option for me to move at the end of the month. In terms of finding a new place to live, things are definitely not flowing well presently at all. I have a fair bit of anxiety, stress, and concern about this. It still blows my mind that my life has shifted so quickly and in such a giant manner, and not in direction that feels good at all to me. This unstable, ungrounded, transitory energy is driving me crazy.
I'm seriously considering going back to GaiaYoga, the 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community, deep in the jungles of Lower Puna, where I had lived for three and a half years. It was deeply frustrating for so many reasons, and yet it was also the best I had found, and the closest to how I actually want to live, that I've experienced so far. That's really kind of sad, because GaiaYoga was pretty dysfunctional, regardless of how amazing it was. For the moment that's my last resort, but one I may end up taking. That will depend on how the next two weeks go.
Today is another three-post day on Hive. I posted my Index4Index Daily Inspired Motivation post in the late morning again, as has become my custom. I really love doing those posts!
I went to Pāhoa with Lydia in the early afternoon to go do a food run, as I was getting low on number of things. Lydia had to run a few of her own errands. Lydia's adolescent daughter, and her friend, came along with us to town.
Once we had arrived back at where I'm staying, Lydia wanted to help me find a suitable place on Facebook, through local friends and groups. Before I was banned permanently from Facebook, I knew of and was a member of the groups she was searching. She ended up seeking and reading various possibilities for more than an hour, while we sat in her car. Her daughter and her friend got super bored, so they walked back to Lydia's place, as it's quite close. Aside from searching for living possibilities on Facebook, Lydia and I also talked for a good while. We sat there in the car for probably an hour and a half total.
Once I got home, I put food away, then I thought to post my entry for the POB Photo Contest, this week with the theme of Red. I post an entry in that contest periodically. When there is a theme I like, or one I can photograph here in East Hawai'i, then I'll submit an entry.
My time and focused efforts on Hive really are a more-than-full-time job to me, or rather a career, because I'm definitely strongly focused on success here. Besides writing my various posts through the week, I'm also engaging with lots of people via comments and replies, and managing (selling, buying, staking, and delegating) multiple waves of incoming tokens. Seriously, I spend way more time in Hive than 40 hours a week. Hive is a very important investment to me, so to focus a lot of energy into growing on this glorious blockchain ecosystem.
OK my dear Hive brothers and sisters, I appreciate you all immensely, and regardless of how challenging my life is presently, I am truly deeply grateful to be here on Hive with you. G'Night for now! I wish you all a sweet, peaceful night. 🙏 💚 ⚡💥 🔥 👣 🌱
All photos were taken with my Motorola G Power Android Phone.
Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚
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