Time flies quickly in this small life of ours. Maybe relationships change over time. With the passage of time, one becomes an apana or in the course of time those apana people go away. Sometimes you become friends with someone. Some are lost to us over time. As the saying goes, time changes people. The same goes for relationships.
In this network of relationships, we are bound by the illusion of how many people. How many people get out of that illusion. But friendship is not with everyone. Maybe someone doesn't become apan after a long journey or some become apan in a few days.
We have made many friends in our short life. Maybe we like to talk about happiness and sadness with them. Maybe they like to be a walking companion. How far we are today from those people without whom I could not spend a moment.
It is often surprising to think about this. Once upon a time when I was in school, maybe two of us would have become good friends. I didn't like going to class without them. Sitting side by side on a bench, I used to chat between classes. And without those people, the class would not have thought for a moment.
But those people are lost today. Over time, those people have disappeared from our lives. And those memories remain.
I don't know why I feel ashamed to talk to people with whom I used to laugh and be happy. Repeatedly seems to wrap itself. It seems like a wall has been built between friendships. Even when trying to break that invisible wall, I failed again and again. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. But time has changed me. Or we have changed. Maybe our feelings have changed. People with whom time did not
pass without talking or meeting for a day, do not meet them for years. We don't talk for months. Yet time passes like time. Maybe time has changed us. And the friendship has changed.
Just as our family members are our own, we also have some close friends who are very close to us. Everything can be shared with them. It is very difficult to imagine a day without them. But as they disappear with time, so do we move away
from them. Friendship creates distance. Maybe our busyness forces us to drift away. Or circumstances push us away. If they meet suddenly, that old feeling comes back again. It seems as if the previous friendship is exactly the same. But still I don't understand why so much
inertia works. Talking about happiness and sadness with them gets stuck in the mouth. Even though there are many things hidden in my chest, I have to say that I am fine. are you ok
Many people disappear from our lives over time. Or we are too far away from their lives. Maybe they have not been in touch for years. Maybe with time they also forget us. Or we all have new friends in our lives. This is how the friendships of our life may be lost. Or those close people are lost from us. I tried to write some words from my own feelings. I hope everyone will like it.