Being bothered by the problem that "I must complete this one for sale" would also trouble our painting.

that is absolutely brutally true.

It is really different to create something and produce something. Focusing on creating is more valuable. Like blogging. Focusing on producing is something else.

By the way thank you so much for commenting now I've discovered your profile I will be your next admirer/fan because I can not ever create art as you do 😁