As an secret artist (not for business) I could tell the similarity between us.

But maybe, changing our mind is a way to enhance our artworks. When you expose everything in your head on the canvas, with the matching colors and correct shapes, a new masterpiece will be born.

Since this nowadays art taste doesn't fit me much, my art taste doesn't fit them as well, I simply just ignore things and keep doing art on my own. I really found that the fact you destroyed your spirit children because of their decline on buying them a regret. I felt like you were burning half of your soul...

Anyway, the painting you showed there was beautiful. I love the way the color melt into each other and I way they moved on the canvas. Like a kind of hallucination but satisfying.