I reckon that I should now slowly make my own physical therapy sessions for my legs, feet, knees and all by walking or trying to walk because I am more okay today compared to the past few months where I am experiencing much pain my body.
I did a few meters of walking using a plastic chair as my walker as my crutches seems to be harder to use although I tried to use it as seen in the video above. My leg's ligaments seems to have retracted which is why just have to do this exercise to pull them back and return to being malleable or flexible.
It is just my body now had been changed dramatically, it had gone ugly, undesirable, and almost non-functional. It is now my mission to make it mobile and useful again if not taken off from the misery of pain and discomfort.
My left knee is not working good and I am just hoping that it would return to being usable. My feet joints are not as painful as before which is why I am able to walk today .
It feels good to be getting mobile again especially of course with my pain diminishing all over my body. I am really hoping that it will get to improve more and more as months passes by and maybe before the year ends I am much feeling better than I am currently experiencing.
I am optimistic on how my parathyroid is doing right now, i haven't gotten tested yet for my iPTH and phosphorus levels but I am just guessing that I could have normalized both for a while now due to the fact that I can feel the difference in my body's response for my Cinacalcet therapy, my phosphate binder therapy plus my other vitamins like Calcium and Vitamin D in which for Vitamin D I am taking 10,000 IU every second day.
All those efforts I do believe based on my current pain status are working for me. I feel a bit of excitement into what the coming months will bring me. I wanted to feel well again free from pain, I wanted to at least be mobile, do some useful things around the house or maybe do some new hobbies.
But I still needed a lot of prayers because these problems of mine regarding my body is truly hard to manage both mentally, physically, emotionally, and also financially. The bad thing is that I do not have much resources to mend myself except from my online earnings while the help that I receive from my siblings are not really much to help me survive a month of dialysis sessions although they are not obligated to help me out.
So now now I am just doing all what I can to help my self out from all these mess that I am neck-deep had been stuck into. I am still not losing hope especially now that I can feel the improvements and maybe bit by bit I can return to normalcy or maybe close to it.