I just tried to sleep all morning until this afternoon, at past 2:00 PM I cannot sleep anymore and just decided to just go online again. It is unfortunate that I cannot do anything physical that I wanted all because of my problematic joints coupled with weakness that I could not explain where it is coming from.
Anyway I just had some few bites of sandwich this morning. I reckon that I should have something to give me some nutrition. But the sandwich that I ate had some pieces of beef in it which was my left-over viand yesterday.
Then I took some calcium with it and some of my phosphate binder along with my vitamin C. The vitamin C will act as my way to absorb iron from the meat which the phosphate binder will act as my way not to elevate my phosphorus level in my body so that it will not make my parathyroid go loco on me.
My Supper Tonight
That meal was about 12 hours ago but still I am not yet hungry but I will have to again force myself to eat so that I will not lose much weight anymore that I had. I am just skin and bones right now which should be okay but I am weak and it feels like I am weight half a ton person when I move.
But anyway I think I can eat more today because my mother was able to get some sweet potato greens which I am craving for a while now simply because it has a good texture and taste plus the fact that I will dip it in my favorite fermented anchovy sauce.
I also thought that they would not cook the marinated pork belly in my turbo broiler cooker but they did so I guess this will be a feast for me to enjoy. But I just wished that I have a normal appetite because even though I am craving and the food is delicious I can never enjoy all my meals normally except when I am newly dialyzed.