LEARNING IS A CONSCIOUS ACT

Hello world, I write again and feels great. I like to think of myself as a writer but I am not. I am not so great at it but I think everyone has an inherent writer in them. For me, it’s an avenue to pour out my heart, what I have learned and seen, and most importantly, more often than not, my thought. Writing this article (I guess I am allowed to call it that) was something I have really wanted to do for a while, eventually, I am doing it.

I have noticed mostly from millennials and adults of my age of this, this rather absurd charade. When adversity comes knocking we probably mostly just do us and then we go “I will learn from this” and then it happens over and over and over again and we don’t learn shit. I am using the pronoun “we” because I’ve been guilty too. You don’t just say, I will learn from this and then some magical fairy pumps it into your brain and then you somehow start doing it differently, NO. you have to keep bringing it to mind that I made this mistake because I did it this way or because I made this decision and now I will do it completely differently, or slightly if you like, just don’t fumble to the same challenge over again, that’s not growing, that stagnancy and it’s the worse, okay for me not getting egg and beef on my noodles is the worst but seriously you do understand, I guess.

Most people don’t know how powerful the human conscience and mind are. Don’t fret, I don’t either, but you know the good thing, I do know it has powers that can be used and they are probably limitless, yeah, yeah, like the movie. When you make that mistake, try to think of why and how it happens and what you did wrong and then try again, differently of course. You never get different results doing the same crap, well you can, practically every human law and moral logic is flawed and it wounds me the fuck up but we got to live with it anyways. Just try to get my point which is, let yourself know of your earlier errors and try differently, or don’t, it’s your decision anyway.

I remember, some years ago when I was younger, I walked really weirdly, it was the peculiar leg and body movement, ehn, if I go on you might just throw up but trust me it’s was really weird and embarrassing too. It was an unconscious movement and it seems like my anatomy was deformed but no, well as far as I know. Anyways, after much mockery and correction, I realized that I only walked normally whenever it was on my mind when I was conscious of my walking in general. I decided to always remind myself of my movement, to remember, that was the trick. Obviously I can’t remember 24/7 but most of the time I do and it helped me correct this bad habit? Deformity? Who cares????? It’s gone now.