The hardest task is finding out what we want to do. Often I find myself starting something and realizing is this what I want or is it just something to do instead of the other stuff that I don't want to do more? Maybe its because I have tried so many different things and I get bored quickly or maybe its because I haven't gone deep enough into that thing to find the real value. Maybe its because I am just fickle or maybe its because we live in a society of constant entertainment and stimulus and we lose our appreciation for discipline. Maybe its simply the result of always getting what we want...in a word privilege. Doing what I love is difficult when I don't know what that is. Have I convinced myself that what I am doing is what I love in order to have an identity as someone who is authentic? Does anyone else think these thoughts and questions in this journey? this turned into a blog LOL😄