your post describes it well!
i only snorted 2 times the K
and never took pharma pills for feeling down...
i'll stick to ancestral ethnobotanicals and meditational peace of mind! :)
it's a long/ non-linear/ sometimes hard path to nearing pure consciousness...
man needs to work for the inner~planes...
RE: Finding Relief: How Ketamine Treatment is Transforming Lives of Those with Treatment-Resistant Depression