Hivefundedbiz! Goals... and my apologies.

Yeah I got nailed by a couple of down votes.

Does that stop us posting? Being a part of the engagement league and using free speech... Nope the financial rewards however does hit my hive-funded business dreams.

However with my nifty little Investments as well as all my friends here I think I'm just going to keep swimming and yes I ran around telling the community the truth about how an individual who has been putting malicious reports in is of course that person....

Well honestly. It is what it is. I think that the hive community does have quite a bit to balance the scammers from free speech in the community.

I absolutely support the war on the scammers and of course lots of really bad content.

And the people that hit me are some of the people that work really hard on countering spammers.

So with me kicking up a little bit of a fuss. I think I should probably apologize for that.

I'm not always perfect. There's a huge list of reasons why I sent out what I sent out.

However I just need to focus on our dreams and goals and not fighting.

So everybody that downvoted me. I understand why you're upset at me.

I'll let this go and go back to what I need to be doing and if I get more downloads well rewards are not promised. People can and do vote as they wish.

Puppy dog also got hit pretty hard. And we're just going to chill. Got too many other things going on for us to freak out and go crazy.

However in other news Investments are going by phenomenally. Today is an amazing day and we had some troubles getting going yesterday....

However Hive funded business? I don't think that this is the first business that Hive has helped fund and create. Even if we are locked out I still have roughly 50% of the funds that I need that everybody's already gifted me here on the blockchain. So in the very worst case scenario if I had to I guess I could power some down.

However my hive fund of business has quite a bit of opportunity for fundraising so... I think we will be able to meet my monthly fundraising goals.

Being homeless isn't always easy. And this entire community has really changed my life as well as so many other people's lives and has the opportunity to change the world.

So yesterday I was extremely stressed over having the event. And obviously I got involved in other people's business when I should be working on fundraising and having an amazing day.

I definitely need to work on doing that more than being negative on the blockchain.

So yeah I completely deserve the votes that I got. Including the down votes.

And do all the people that downvoted me.

I apologize. And is completely within your rights to downvote me. Rewards aren't promised here.

It will definitely serve as a lesson to mind my own business.

I've got a lot of good things going for me and I really shouldn't be behaving in this fashion.

And as well I have this amazing opportunity that I need to start focusing on. Yeah I absolutely love to interact with others. And I really love the hive community.

However my behavior yesterday definitely this morning after thinking about things, and going from being mad to bewilderment back to mad... And apparently at one point, the thought of continuing to rampage crossed my mind.

However thinking about things.

Personally why did I even cause this situation again. I'll be honest. I didn't have to get involved I didn't have to do what I did and end of story.... Why did I?

Well that is definitely a big question for me to ask. And the more I'm starting to age and get older the more I'm starting to realize that there are quite a few problems in this world that I don't need to focus on.

I've got an amazing puppy dog and we've got amazing Investments and as well filing for this 501c3 I've only got a couple of weeks left until I have the full 501c3 number. And at that point? Because we are actually sitting with an amazing idea and an entire team of lawyers that specialize in cryptocurrency and taxes...

Well let's just say. That's going to work out even double better because I can, really do some amazing things with my skill set. I've actually spent a lifetime working to empower other people's nonprofits and now I'm on the verge of being able to, succeed!

This actually might solve my housing problem as well as providing me with the ability to enjoy what I really love to do... Live doing martial arts.

And I can't do any of the above if I am focused on being negative.

So I apologize for my behavior. Whether or not my words have truth in them my behavior is no excuse.

That I need to do way better with. I need to start being a better person, and I know I can be.

However please if the community may understand.

I'm broken homeless and a lot of financial stress on taking this huge plunge to get my 501c3 non-profit tax number?

It's been stressing me out a huge deal!

Honestly... Hive account@azircon thank you. I'd like to request a conversation with you. To apologize and make amends. Actually you helped me think and take a step back. I'm not going to cry about your downvote. Infact... You could have wrecked me forever. But you didn't. Thank you for that. And I'm seeing today differently.

I went through the wisdom teeth surgery. And my life has been changed. I was a total catastrophe. Infection I didn't know about for years. Impacts to my health and as well mental health were huge. Aka my past flip outs.

The past year... Big changes. In my life and as well as now my perception that I need to start breathing and meditating more than just reacting and doing crazy dumb stuff that is obviously self-destructive.

So instead of fighting I'm just going to accept the down votes.

Thank you very much and have an amazing day.