Elle, I enjoyed reading your introduction so much! Thank you for sharing your stories of depression, anxiety and ED. I have a similar story, and I am happy to say that I am also healing, and making progress on loving myself again. Have you heard of the podcast called "The Hilarious World of Depression" by John Moe? https://makeitok.org/the-hilarious-world-of-depression-podcast

Such a great podcast that normalizes depression and anxiety. I was able to overcome my own prejudices about mental health thanks to this podcast. It's funny and insightful. I hope you take a listen if you haven't yet!