Been watching lower decks, and feeling inspired. Some of me is just like "play a video game" thinking that I'll be able to get that dopamine release that comes with seeming like you're accomplishing something. Another part thought, "write something on hive"
the problem, though, is that there are long term projects that I know I want to do, but I don't now, and haven't for a long time, feel like I have the energy to really dive in. That's the thing. Breaking big projects into bite-sized pieces. And I don't even feel like I can tackle the breaking something into a bite-sized piece part. Also my throat hurts. Maybe I'm sick. I don't know. I don't know anything. But hopefully I'll feel better again soon. I've been so sleepy. Maybe the whole household has some sort of illness that doesn't manifest the same way. But we're all sleepy. It's hopeful to think that we'll come out the other end of this with some more energy, and all we need to do is rest and recuperate. I hope we do. It's hard to be feeling this way all the time.
Hey, good job me. I feel optimistic now, and have given myself permission to continue not doing much today.
ha.