Some people think that birthday celebrations are only on the day you were born.
They have not yet realized that birthday is the day when you grew up and became who you are, the birth of the best person that exists in each and every one of us.
There are many people who do not get this holiday, do not get to celebrate their birthday with joy.
And maybe that's why they're disappointed on this day.Maybe because they were expecting dozens of balloons!
Or they expected everyone to remember that it was their birthday, but almost everyone forgot.
"How did everyone forget the day my mother brought me into the world?"
Whoever did what he did not expect to succeed on this day did what he did instead of everyone expected him to give up!
On this holiday, which is called a birthday, he will never be disappointed
There are many people who have done it for him all the years he has lived
He is so proud of himself that he does not need or need the comfort of the environment.
This is not a date on an identity card or any place.
It is a date that is so special that the person himself dictates it for his own.
And today a year ago this is my holiday.
Today I was born a year ago. (?)
And just like a baby coming out of a familiar place, quiet and natural
With a painful pull and a squeezing click, he jumps into an unfamiliar world, sometimes also hard and alienated in a language he does not know.
The initial response is constant crying that resonates in all directions.
The crying stops only when Mother's hand embraces as if to say," Here I am, you are not alone."
And almost like this baby, a year ago the crying was uncontrollable. To begin to know the new world alone, to change years of habits and to remove the mask of shame.
And wait, wait for someone to come in, lay down his hand and say, "You're not alone, I'm here."
And in this year, at least in the second half of the year, each day ended with a painful sigh of "That's worse than it can not be"
And guess what? The next day fate showed how tough he might be.
And every evening between tears, I thought and felt that it was, I could not do it anymore.
One more small thing and I fall without standing.
And every day things are repeated when I can not believe how fate can be cruel ??
How much can you bear?
So almost every day.
A year ago, the body stood in front of the mirror and told me it was impossible to continue like this,
Give up. Everyone gave up on you - give up too.
I tried to give up.
And from this low place the soul rose and cried out
fight! You know how to fight, you've been doing it for years.
I decided to fight.
This is the difference between trying to decide, between ability and will.
And today, after a year, the body and the soul stand in front of the mirror and say:
You have a fan,
And she's right here in front of you.
I won.
So thanks to all those who left and those who were added
And especially to all those who remained-without you and without me I would not have been reborn.
Happy Birthday!
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