Everybody is tired, scared, nervous, awkward at one point or another. The first few interactions are cringey but then you get past it. The hot girls have stronger shields, but they'll put it down once they realize you're cool and confident. I'm an introvert but I'm an extremely extroverted introvert once I go full out. I've done some things that would embarrass the shit out of other people, but I truly don't care. I have fun :) Or at least I try to. I used to be EXTREMELY awkward.. it's just you have to work on your confidence. It's like a muscle