What does motivation mean to you? How do you motivate yourself? I have been on the struggle bus for about the past two weeks trying to find my inner motivation for my post-baby body comeback and competition prep.
We're all about being real on here, right? The realness of my life has been half assing my double cardios and missing what seems like too many gym sessions in order to be able to succeed at my end goal weight of 115/120 pounds by Sept. 2nd.
As I reflect and feel like I'm beating myself up about this, I have to try to put into perspective that going into this prep with an 8 month old baby wouldn't be easy. With a total of a 2 hour commute to work, I'm gone 10 hours during the day and then have to find time for the gym, cardio, taking care of a baby, house, husband, cooking, meal prepping, baby prepping, and whatever else is thrown my way.
Does anyone else not have enough time to do everything in a day and then repeat? Don't get me wrong, I'm completely happy of how far I have come with my progress, but I just want more and to feel like I'm giving everything 100%.
As a write this, I can't help but feel so vulnerable. We all put out a front of what seems like such a perfect and real life, when in reality, it's a shit show of non stop go go go 😂
As far as my check in pictures go, I'm only down a pound. Striving for more as these weeks dwindle down before it's competition day.
Thank you for reading this far into my world. I am only human and I am trying 💪🏻❤️
Any motivational tips are greatly appreciated 😘
Kayla