Hello there I hope you're alright and I hope you're still alive. I didn't get back to your reply because I haven't been to steemit in while I've been pretty frustrated with their technical issues. But I do care about you I care about anybody online who talks about their feelings and their issues so honestly. And I care whether or not they live or die I really do. When I hear about someone killing themselves on the internet my world bends underneath me. Please find a way to make your life more bearable even for 5 minutes at a time if you can. I care about you. And thank you for responding to my post. Love from Carol at steemit