Can I tell you a story? I was once young and married a wife. She had 2 children already. I thought we were happy. One day she told me she had to leave. I could not understand that. I asked her to tell me what was wrong. She told me that there are things she will never tell me. Later I found out she was living with someone. That is when I decided to sign the divorce papers that she had her people write up. I hoped that she'd find happiness. Then I heard she married and they bought a house. Then I heard she divorced. Then I heard she married again after that. Then I heard they bought a house. Then I heard she divorced that person. Sad to hear that she married again and she divorced. After me she married and divorced 3 times. Also I heard from my ex-sister in-law that I was actually her 3rd husband when I thought I was her 2nd husband. Maybe that was the thing that she said that she will never tell me. Also sad to hear that her mom called me and her mom tells me that she has this large house in another state. That she looks really good now. Her mom wanted me to stay with her for a month. I guess her mom thought I may fall in love with her again. I told my ex-mom in-law, "Mom I'm sorry, but I can not go there for one month." No I can't go back. I am a different person now. The scripture says, Art thou loose from a wife, seek not a wife. That is where I am. What was it that made her want to marry and divorce so many times? I hope she finds Jesus.
Maybe before you do anything like leave you may want to seek help in Jesus. Find out what does the Bible say about marriage. If you move to quickly before you understand what you are really doing you might end up like my ex-wife. My ex-wife must have thought, "There is hope in the next one." What about working on the marriage that is already? What about working on being a more perfect wife? Are there demons in the marriage? Know that Jesus gave believers in him power to cast out devils in his name, in the name of Jesus.
RE: Do you ever wonder?