I've been getting my nails manicured now for 3 months, it's not just keloid my nails and fingers look better its allsorts stopped me from ripping my fingers around the nails to bits. When I get anxious I start to pick at my fingers sometimes until they bleed. My fingers are usually a mess but now I can't do it with these nails I have to find something else to play with, looks like its my hair, I've started to twist it until its very tight. Hopefully this doesn't do too much damage.
Its nearly the weekend again, have you anything planned? Hubby is having a golf weekend so no going shopping for me this Saturday him and his mum are doing it tomorrow afternoon once he's finished work. I don't mind as I get time to myself abs can watch what I want to watch on the TV, its probably going to be The Elvis movie again for the 15th time. If you haven't seen it you really should as Ashton Butler was amazing as Elvis, for 160 minutes he is Elvis's and Tom Hanks played a very believable Captain Tom Parker.
I have Nichola home tonight we both have the same guilty pleasure, we love to watch Love Island, I know people have different opinions but we find it funny at times. We didn't see all of last years as started off really boring but when we turned it off it's supposed to have got so much better, so its Nichola's bedroom tonight where we can catch up with what happened. A few of the couples do last whereas some break up as soon as there home.
With being on my own most of the day all I have done is sleep, my whole body is tired. I always need a few days sleep after I have done something that I class as hard work. I can't fight it or I'll will be asleep downstairs. I used to be able to do so much through the day but now going to the shops is like climbing a mountain. Thankfully I hand Nichola who is my Carer, over the last few months she has been so much help, she's not just my carer and daughter she's also my best friend. She tells me she loves me constantly through the day.
Nichola is going on holiday very soon, he first holiday with her boyfriend. We will need to hand a summer clothes shopping day as she has nothing to wear. Its been hard since I sent abroad. I can't handle the heat anymore and definitely couldn't cope on the aeroplane. I've also took a coach holiday that was horrible, I wouldn't do that again either. My dream is to go see Gracelands but the time it takes to get there is putting me off. Maybe one day.
Thank you for visiting. 💟💟
