It is nice to see that you can openly talk abouth it and give us an idea on the things that people with bipolar disorder have to deal with every day. I heard abouth this disorder before buth only the technical stuff. I could never imaging how exhausting it should be. If i hear now that someone i know has this bipolar disorder, i will be able to understand them a little better thanks to your story. And i know you dont expect people to feel sorry or something buth i just want to say how much respect i have for people that struggle every day to feel happy and never give up!