love this! i am on this journey with you sister! i was also raised in the church and had some negative experiences which have scarred me, but this reclaiming is an important aspect of my life too as a queer woman... this life force moving through us longs to flow unhindered by these hampering forces and ideas we've been handed that truly aren't for us... it's easy to write, but harder for me to embody. thanks for this post <3