Wow!

What an honest, vulnerable and real post.

I could write so much just about what is being shared here. This post has great depth of value. Thank you for sharing it so openly.

Obviously you know that in life "shit happens" yet its what we do with it that decides us. You have been through a LOT of shit and healing/changing takes time.

While you will likely have more bad days on your journey to health and happiness you can have an attitude or progress, learning, making lemonade out of lemons.

Its ok to feel the "bad" feelings, just remember that you are in a safe place now where you are supported, and taken care of. You may feel alone at times but really you actually have a lot of help and support now. Instead of having a husband now you have a community and you can be sure that I will protect and provide for you and your children.

Its all ok. You are in a prime place to heal and find peace. To not only improve your life but help us improve so many lives.

Your pain and trauma will become something that helps heal the world, one person at a time.

Blessings_*