What a deep story :O
Life is crazy, but my way is to stay always positive and happy, make a joke about like everything, positive thinking boosts the mind and you can do things you never imagined before.
Okay the next section might be total cringe, but I write it down anyways.
In my previous school everybody bullied me because I'm a nerd and I actually learned well, and did what I was supposed to do in school. I never even had any real friends, only the ones who just wanted to copy the homework and wanted my help during tests. I became like anti-social and broke contact with my own brother living a room away. But that changed after I switched schools. Now I'm surrounded with people who learn too and have the same intrests as me, we talk to eachother and we play games when we have the time. I'm no longer anti-social and started recently communicating with my brother, also this is why I started steemit. My point here is that the people surrounding you can change the way you live your entire life. This is because the people surrounding you affect your way of thinking, your perception.
And perception is reality as we know.