I remember the very first time I saw you. You were so fugly if there's a word like that. I had so much doubt. Could I take care of you? Was I going to be able to love you? I remembered how I had planned to give you out because I was so mad and frustrated. I remember before you came, how I wanted so bad to get rid of you because you were going to ruin my life and my career. I put my dreams on hold, I died a thousand times. I was afraid and scared, I was so young and alone. And then you came.....
The first day I saw you, my perspective on life changed. I felt so much love that it made my heart melt. I cried not because I was sad but because I was overwhelmed with so much love. How could I love someone so much. My heart was wrapped up in your little finger. I thought I understood love perfectly until I met you. You who saved my life. I thought I had lost it, but I found it in you. You rocked my world and when you looked at me for the first time, I felt so honoured to have had you. I was beyond blessed, I was fulfilled. As months went by, I grew to love you more and more each day, even when you cried and made me cry. In those tears, I loved you. I remember one day when you fell really ill and I thought I would loose you, I remember how you looked at me with so much trust. You gave me strength over and over. True to your name, you are the most courageous and handsome boy I have ever met. Your love is unconditional and pure even when I am at my lowest. You gave me the heart to dream and soar higher.
Now you are here, I cannot imagine life without you. I cannot wait for you to do great things. I cannot wait for the day you ride your first bicycle, to ride your first car. I can't wait for you to go to school and get a degree and of you aren't cut out for that, I cannot wait for you to do what you want to do. Most of all, I cannot wait for you to show me the love of your life. It would be so awesome and as much as I am so excited about our future together, I don't want you to grow up so fast. I hope you don't get tired of me because I will always be looking out for you whether you like it or not. I hope you don't hate me for loving you a bit too much sometimes. It may feel like I am choking you sometimes but all I do is in your best interest.
I love you very much. Words cannot describe how much I do. I am your friend and mother. Nothing will ever separate me from you.
