It was day two, for the ignored her! Initially it has done according to my plan, never look at her while make entrance into office at early morning by her.
And all the day long till before lunch maintain and keep the same procedure. But i also looked at her few more times just fraction of seconds to find where she is from the my desk or while keep moving from my sitting chair.
Today she was also come to backend of my desk to met and chat with her other female colleague, also to log in her user ID on that PC- the next row of my desk. And this purpose she also passed of me but i can see her only with my peripheral view- strict to plan not watch her!
At last of my lunch time, while i wipe my plate with tissue, suddenly i have found her in front of me and find her to just come and keep busy on computer keyboard- typing may be user ID or password.
On that time i felt some softness for her, and after that i looked and follow up her a couple times, but my ego remind me the plan and prohibited to do such a thing repeated.
After that, a light cough is disturb me. And i find her just across of my sitting place, try to find out that she is keep on her eyes upon me or not but result come zero. As cough repeating in my throat, i used to microwave oven for hot water and that place is perfect for direct eyes contact to her. I looked at her and keep continue and found she is noticed about it. She also want look at me but her eyes didn't steady and directly contact toward my eyes. I think she is confirming that i am looking at her but not let me know, thus her eyes keep moving left to right but stop a fraction of second at middle and center to contact with my eyes. In this situations, a man just standing between us and almost covered but except her eyes! I can still find and read her eyes about how eagerly she is wanted the right and perfect moment.
Afterward i am just nervous to keep continue ignore her but my ego is too strong and keep rest of the time. At afternoon its time to appear in exam and all of college is engage and complete according to official instruction. And after that at five o'clock get ready for leave the office very sharpe, and also find her leave the office while i returning from wash room just a single eyes contact. I immediately leave and punch office attendance, but i am get late willingly to met her again and really thats happen. Both girls are come and already i have punch card and thumb too, and that time i have asked other girl about how much she scored and get answer full. I also looked upon her but she didn't look at me and answer, and not repeat the same question just walk away to get lift. Some sales staff insist about process file- i just inform that will be done tomorrow morning. In the mean time we are waiting at lift lobby for taken lift at down the office building, and i can't imagine myself that my body and legs are feeling cramp and vibrate, that's never happened in my life, i am too nervous and more affection to her. How dangerous to me!
At down stairs of office lobby, i let them go first and followed them, cross the by taking foot overbridge and taken rickshaw with don't look back at her.