Wow! What an incredible and authentic post brother! I love what you said "So for me, the lighter symbolizes the ability to burn off all of the bull-shit covers, masks, and walls that I put around the parts of myself that I was (and sometimes still am) embarrassed to let other people see."

This is such a powerful statement because it's a symbolic way of being able to express who you are for both your light and your darkness. I honestly had not thought of such symbols as this as being able to show you an aspect of who you are. But after reading your experiences and how it has impacted your life, I am moved and inspired to seek to find my own symbol when the times comes :)

And I just wanted to say, thank you. Thank you for being authentic, raw and just being able to share a part of your life experiences which has helped to mold you into YOU. Much love to you brother! <3