Thank you and yes, I agree with you, what's in the past we can't fix or take back, but we can take a new chance every day that we have.
I took my laptop to see if it can be fixed, I was told that the system was down plus the hard disk was dead. Laptop was almost 11 years old, it could be repaired but the guy told me he cannot recover the data - photos, videos etc. I might take to someone else to take a look. :)
RE: Bye 2019, Hello 2020!