Every person is the author of his life. What goes around comes around.
One thing is obvious to me: the responsibility for everything that happens to you lies only with you - regardless of whether you agree with what is happening or not.
Your life is what is happening today. Now. Here she is. Here.
Do not have time to blink - it will pass. Build plans, choose goals, go to them, but from time to time look around.
Take life with your whole being, because it is here and now.