I spent a whole night one night back in...hmm perhaps September of 2014 ..This is soon before my world crumbled health wise and otherwise, This is the last time I felt on top of life, ... I was digging up the past and had not played guitar or voiced any lyrics for so long... this is a rare clip from that night which I only published on Vimeo, remember vimeo? :) Hope everyone has a great night and at least a few drinks or something before listening to video and all lyrics below below ;)
"Unedited not really : Minutes are like Diamonds, Pain and Jealousy, Beautiful day(strange non rememembrance mix), The Time has Yet to Come.......
Minutes Are Like Diamonds
Minutes are like diamonds
and I need this time with you
Seconds they are ticking
always out of view
This time was meant for us
and I am here for you
Sometimes I'm not the best
at showing how I care
sometimes well I don't know
life just isn't fair
With the Universe
in our minds
and your body oh so close to mine
we begin to melt
we begin to flow away
in the lava
of our Emotions
whoa oh....
Minutes are like diamonds
and I need this time with you
life it goes in circles
and there's nothing we can do
caught up in this rat race
the word Love
seems so small
sometimes I wonder
If Anyone cares at all
The full Moon's bright
in the skies
we gaze into each others eyes
your touch it feels so warm
Why can't this last... why... can't... this... LAST!!!
Sometimes it feels like yesterday
but Minutes are like diamonds
Please don't throw them away ........
NO NO NO !
I am the one
who's within your tears
deep down inside
I know all your fears
you look so far away
yet hold me close inside
you tore all the petals off
but whats inside will never die................
©1998 Clint.J.R.P. Onesfear
Pain and Jealousy
And it's funny how my hurt
just, never goes away
and it's funny how you laugh
a heart filled with no sorrow
and it's kind of strange, how you don't look at life
through the eyes that we do
It's kinda like a bit of
Pain and Jealousy
it was kinda like a bit of
pain and jealousy
It's kind of hard, to believe
that I would, have chosen this life
It's kind of hard to believe
in these feelings anymore
it's kind of hard to believe...........anymore
And it's funny how my last words
they never meant that much
when it was, all of me
I never will forget your touch
and it's kinda weird
how memories, they strangle me
kinda like a bit of
Pain and jealousy
it was kinda like a bit of
pain and jealousy
It's kind of strange
how you never look back
don't you, remember me?
it's kind of funny
how love covers up it's eyes
it's kind of strange
it comes as no suprise
©1999 Onesfear
Beautiful Day C.J.R.P.
Sorry if I'm not the way you'd
like me to be
but I don't really care
whatever you see
purple hearts and candy flies
the sky is all grey
but theres a rainbow there
to light the way
Make sure you wonder
before you ask
be careful what you wish for
some wishes come fast
angel hair and golden things
the sk is all bright
the sky is all bright
the sky is all light
I don't care
if you close your eyes to me
I will always be
who I want to be
I don't really care
if they all turn their back
I go my own way
nothing throws me off track
So go ahead and talk
or just ignore me
I don't really care
cause I can see right through you
I don't really care
what you have to say
nothings gonna wreck this beautiful day
no ones gonna wreck this beautiful day
sorry some of you are unable to stay
everythings going to go my way
no ones gonna wreck this beautiful day
Beautiful day
Sorry I don't appear the way
you'd like me too
at least I'm satisfied
not empty like you
frozen tears and lullabyes
the sky is all grey
but in my world
it won't rain today
Make sure you think
before you speak
some words have so much meaning
others are so weak
butterfly breath and fairy dust
the sky is all light
the sky is all light.....
I don't care
if you close your eyes to me
I will always be
who I want to be
I don't really care
if they all turn their back
I go my own way
nothing throws me off track
So go ahead and talk
or just ignore me
I don't really care
cause I can see right through you
I don't really care
what you have to say
nothings gonna wreck this beautiful day
no ones gonna wreck this beautiful day
sorry some of you are unable to stay
everythings going to go my way
no ones gonna wreck this beautiful day
no ones gonna wreck this beautiful day
no ones gonna wreck this beautiful day
Beautiful day
©Onesfear 2004
The Time Has Yet To Come May9/98 C.J.R.P.
The time has yet to come
and we have just begun
the universe takes the sun
God help us!
life has got to change
it's always rearranged
you can see it in the sky
God whats happening!
your whole life span
just the blink of another lives eye
you're in someones dreams
and so am I
Something hidden below
something, somewhere
the secret to mankind
to naive to see it
We keep searching
for the uncertain
maybe it's within ourselves
our cluttered minds
have made us go blind
and we're just searching for ourselves
Scattered are our dreams
as small as they may seem
they flutter in the wind
God help us!
Mother Earth is dying
got the blood on our hands
theres no one here to save us
whats happening!
are we just a flock
of sheep that killed our leader
are we just lost
no one to save us!
Something hidden below
something, somewhere
the secret to mankind
to naive to see it, to hear it, to believe it!
we keep searching for the uncertain
maybe it's within our selves
our cluttered minds have made us go blind
and we're just searching for ourselves
......The Time has Yet to Come my Friend.......
(c)1999 C.J.R.P.
