TRIGGER C.J.R.P. Onesfear 7/4/2019 the trigger on either side has gotten so sensitive dancing voracious there is no safe place all pick and choose what fight regardless is felt won even when lost hold

Return if possible Know that I never ever Really meant to sever I never wanted to let go Now as through the years Meandering time borrows From here and there And takes large bites Out of the present Return

Inspiration Is always fed No matter how subtle By separation As one part gravitates To one other Flowing wildly Meandering Spiral river Magnificent movement Even within What seems still Weaving patterns

What about What If the clothing spoke about In that book in every home Is... our flesh manifest What if the clothing Showed our own soul? What if when We were kicked out It was simple disharmony you know

How often does one look up to the sky and watch the clouds? The sky is like a whole other world , a great ocean of inky pastel and light. spiders themselves are fisherman of the air, with their nets set

Drift Away -Pain And Jealousy In A Cage Drift Away Okay okay I see what can be done to make me feel small again sometimes as large as the mighty oak sometimes just a twig in the forest of doubt fallen

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One more year As calender Moves unlike Fine grains of sand Nothing has moved Forward But much has fallen As seemingly Pre planned You sea It is hard to drown in bouyant salt water Yet easy Two petrify

You know Yet you really feel That you don't You never really know Know now that you don't never realizing fighting against the spirit within Know now IT is feeding on failed discipline and you are wrote

Don't hold grudges Never forget Never ever going back To a place of regret To spread the positive Guess one needs a negative push Saturated into gray Decay and fester yesterday Tomorrow today If I could

I spent a whole night one night back in...hmm perhaps September of 2014 ..This is soon before my world crumbled health wise and otherwise, This is the last time I felt on top of life, ... I was digging

A quick recap over the last few days, September 2009 ... September Twenty First during work and in the evening after work I captured some interesting objects in the sky with my digital camera. full story

I wrote a post recently about a series of photographs wherein unidentified objects appeared near a plane that was flying overhead above my town, The plane was moving North to South and the third picture

Dear Dyeairy impression in time Everything is for a reason Time was not explained For it was only an invention to count something else Dear Dieary impression in time You are only here to recount What is

Other than these strange reoccurring dreams (which there is more of, I will share later) There also included a number of physical happenings. For instance to this day on the odd occasion my parents will

There is a song by a band who called themselves Cinderella they wrote, ) You Don't Know what You've Got Till It's Gone" Do we as Humans take our present for granted and are we programmed to look at

So during these times I was honing my obsessions, You know it is music that can really slam out your own thoughts, Or it can also get a quiet mind going. As I said I was very naive as a child and naive

I should begin from the Start which is always an Ending. Onesfear opened it's eyes around 1997 at a point where resources began to accumulate, back before I had even thought of PC or internet I wanted