There is a song by a band who called themselves Cinderella they wrote, ) You Don't Know what You've Got Till It's Gone" Do we as Humans take our present for granted and are we programmed to look at our past as a beginning and a loss of better spent time in hindsight? Back when I was young I had no idea anything would change, and I thougt what manifested would always, always be there... somehow the others never looked upon life this way, I was always left to fall and in my mind I was always at fault and meant to fall apart... I thought love regardless would mean always together, one way or so... I thoughts friends remained for life... I do not know how I was so naive when the others, they seemed to know......Soooo Anyway I was young and living in a small town, I lived less than a minute from my kindergarten and I had a whole street that had virtually no cars or any people where I could ride my Green machine with no worries. The house itself was probably built in the early sixties or? I believe these houses were some of the first modern houses built in wn, my guess is from the sixties, cinder block foundation, wooden siding , concrete floor downstairs... But thinking logistically now we moved before I started kindergarten, lets say I was four perhaps three. This house was obviously lived in when we moved into it, it is the difference between slightly touched "new" and well worn history presence "previously used" is the nice exaggerated way.... This house was most certainlyu previously used still in good shape yet obviously lived in a few times before...$ years old I would have been hmmmm Lets say 1978 my family moved into this home, this home was at least ten years old. From this time I remember playing outside, in the frontyard there was a concrete walkway that led to the main walkway, our yard in front had lush green grass on both sides of the side walk and on the left we had a large ancient tree that stood in the middle of the grass sea. Dividing yard from the road was a concrete sidewalk running North South and in between sidewalk and road was a strip of grass that ran in a beautiful strip all the way down with trees dotting every so many feet and driveways leading up to peoples houses that suprisingly simply went with the flow... I often played out front of my house and up and down the street, the street had many of those trees that grow the white and black/deep purple berries tghat small birds of every kind love durig special seasons of the year. Many of my memories come from playing on this street and in the large grassy backyard behind the house, the yard in the back if one were to continue walking straight East through it one would wnd up walking straight across the hoghway tht seperated both sides of this village/town. One side, mine in the West by the Railroad tracks and the other newer eighties boom side to the East. ... My time living in this house as young as I was I experienced a number of highly unusual things, of course at that age one is just experiencing and learning (hopefully) And one thinks perhaps this is normal...yet there is some part of you all knowing standing petrified saying "Hey...This is not normal...." Something within YOU Knows Before you have yourself ever Experienced ... Have you heard of the Monarch Butterflies Generations? ... Still not there yet, I do stick to promises and will get to point, just thinking back there is much to remember and so hard to dismember plus analyze and then present from thought to anything that makes sense , you know? My point is soon to come and it has all to do with how young naive minds are exposed to the paranormal and their minds and future every present day is led into other side/s :) :) As often I have done before I will post and look and correct later, perhaps.. I hope all have a great day!!
