Oh, hello there Hives! I hope you all doing great because I do. 😊 Well, yeah I know it took me so long to be back because what I'm gonna share later has been living in my drafts in quite a while now. Why? Because when I supposed to publish this, I felt scared and I wanted to take a little more time. It also stopped me from writing anything else. But now, I'm on it lemme share to you something that completes me even with my imperfections. 😚
Hey!
"Life is what you make it", oh I just remember my high school teacher telling us this line.
This line actually makes sense when I started to fall in love with a girl the second time around. Yes hives, I'm gay. ☺️
My very first long term relationship was with a girl. I didn't expect it to last so long like almost 3 years? I was undecided when I'm about to enter that relationship, I mean I don't really know if it will work that time but I wanted to try. That was in my college years. But before that I also have male suitors in high school, but all I have in mind that time was to finish first my studies. (Well, not really that studious but it's just not interest me). So when I entered college, a girl courted me and I was a curious infant, an NBSB (no boyfriend since birth). I started my romantic life with a same sexuality.
Until I decided to end that relationship for so many reasons. It was an on and off relationship. My parents don't actually agree on our relationship. And I was just so tired of our situation.
After that, not to disobey my parents I had a boyfriend or two? But it just don't work for me. I don't know but fate don't even agree.
So, I wished upon so many stars to find what I'm really looking for...
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I finally found the one for me... 😍
ma vie (my life)
It was not an easy road for both of us because of my mom. Like what I said, she don't agree. But having known myself for such a long time, I fought for what makes my heart so happy and comfortable. I have shown to them how much I love being with her. But with a grateful heart, finally, my family accepted me for who and what I really am especially my mom. It's a lot more gratifying to feel the love around from the people I love.
Now, we are on our 7th year being in a relationship and counting. 💞🌈
tats are forever and so are we 💍♥️
My life started to become more meaningful when I met her. She is the one who makes me feel so precious because of the love she has for me. She taught me to believe in myself . She's there especially when I most need her. But what's more to her is that she loves my family same as hers. I also have figured out my life's direction, and finally settled on my career. Everything just put into places when I decided to be myself and not for others'. And I do believe that life is what we make it.
I hope to inspire everyone who are still hiding and never get the guts to get out to their hiding places. I just did just now, to put my thoughts in words for you to read. And I hope I can share to you more of this and my love life's story.
That's all and keep the love alive. 🥰
Share love and respect.