hello my friend.

yes I fell Into the trap of trying to capture reality as knowledge
that is the irony, and why the book of the Dow can not be written blah blah

knowledge is a sacred cow
knowledge is only useful when we don't believe it
if we do, we start reacting to assumption rather than reality
we embody the memory in non flexible ways
when the wave comes it pushes us of balance

I wrote the last post out of flow
so it lacks the quality of playfulness

the line between caring and scaring is subtle indeed
the tension in my tissues is where I may find it
but not if my attention is in my strategy

I see how my whole post reeks of righteousness
even love of nature can turn into something
un natural if I cling.... for nature does not.

perhaps it is my ordinariness that allows me brief moments of compassion :)
I too am lost in mind, using mind to find the way back to my senses...
this is what questions can offer, never the answers formed of words, symbols...structured forms that are not allowed to "dis - solve" lol...