Wow,
powerful thoughts. I do not know your entire back story but an now intrigued and am gong to go back and take a look. I am currently a member of Hive account@steemparents and we mostly see positive posts about parenthood. This is an angle that we don't always see.
I think you should check out our community, it may help you find your "grinch" moment.
Do you mind if I possibly reference and link to your post in one of my upcoming steemparents blog?

Darryl (@dadview) resides in Canada. He is an active member of steemparents and teamcanada
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