I cancelled my Facebook and Twitter and moved here. Then Gab was created. I share my small sentences there and my long ones here. Yesterday I shared a video of Melania possibly being a mind control slave/ personal computer. It was downvoted so I asked the people there to share why it was downvoted. A person responded by saying I (me, not my post) was being downvoted because I am insane. I have had a really shitty life. I was molested a lot and had many mind games played with me from toddler to young adult. I have had to create a safe space for me to function. I have had therapists throughout my life. The first one I saw twice then she recommended I go to an asylum after I told her all the shit that happened to me growing up. I refused and my mom never took me back there. Thank god I guess or I would have been put in the sex slave industry or breeder program perhaps. Then I saw a lady for three years (13 yo- 16yo) until she released me from her care as healed. I actually did admit myself to the asylum once at 15 and was released five days later, told I did not belong there. I can tell you I sure did not, those girls were insane and I could easily tell I was different. Since then as an adult I have sought other therapists twice. Each time I was listened to but then told these are the same problems we all face as adults and that I am just as capable as them at solving these things. Each gave me deeper insight and that is good, but neither felt I needed to continue therapy after a few visits. I guess I should also say I have a very high IQ also, because that matters. It may appear as though we are insane to others because they are so much lower in intelligence? I guess I am just too sensitive for social media and its too bad because I also have no real life friends either. I have zero social interaction now. I guess I will read a book.
