Hi Hive account@cryptopie. Im Rafael from Philippines. This is my 2nd day on steemit. I have been hearing stories from you from fellow steemians. Bro I feel for you. I was once bed ridden for 11 yrs. I lost so much hope and so much of my youth. There is great purpose for all of this adversaries. I know the feeling of financial problem and the value of money regarding health issues. Honestly if would have not been of poverty my case would have gone worse too. But when we are on the verge of despair there will come a time God will send the reason to push further. Bro I will be praying for you everyday may you just please comment your real name so i can include you in my prayers. I believe in the power of prayers in how it can move mountains most specially if there are more than too praying for you. Bro looking at your profile and other posts inspire me a lot. Believe me I have been there and praying not to go back. I feel you because as of the moment I am also in battling with my disease and financial resources to find my maintenance medication too. Bro you are not alone. We will all pass this world one day but the memories we made is what we will bring to that other place. The way we live is how other people will remember us. Your sincerity, courage and truthfulness inspires us so much. You are doing a great job Bro in opening our senses. My prayers is with you and God bless you so much.