Hello, Louvelle!
As a natural response to your plea to implement a delete procedure, a sponge to suck all the muddy past, I browsed through your blog history, hoping, or shall I say - wanting - to find something unworthy of you, or for that matter, unworthy of a human being. But there's nothing there. Nothing that you should be ashamed of or, better of, saddened by.
From a philosophic standpoint, we all are the products of our past. "Deleting" is just an illusion. It's a psychological placebo pill that does nothing more than just delay the conclusion. What you can do, it's to evolve, and not delete. Evolving, spiritually, or in any other plane of being, is the best countermeasure to "this New Year's resolutions to forget my past and start anew".
I liked the way you wrote. And I liked the allegory also, although I took it ad litteram. But you already know this.
Merry Christmas!
RE: Dear Steemit, could you please give me a chance to start anew this christmas?