Congratulations! I'm a couple months away from being two years sober. Even though it's difficult at times I know that my decisions on alcohol are more poor than most people's so it's best for me to stay this way. Have you ever been to AA? I was lucky in the sense that my alcoholism hadn't gotten to the point where I needed to keep going to AA to stay sober but the few times I went really gave me a lasting impression and the support that I needed to stay sober. I hope you find the peace you're looking for. So much love and aloha!