BEYOND TIRED

For me, the stages of EXHAUSTION usually end in being completely irrational. Isn't it funny that the more exhausted you get, the less you want to sleep? Or is that just me? I've never been a good sleeper. Actually - a fairly bad one. I have an awful case of FOMO, mixed with insomnia, mixed with almost unlimited energy.

I mean... I kinda WANT to sleep. But in my mind, I have so much to catch up on. And I think I NEED to get it done. Nevermind the fact that my brain is no longer functioning. Nevermind the fact that sleep would actually help to clear the fog, and make me somewhat EFFECTIVE again. Nevermind that you've fallen asleep for the fourth time in that DM and now you're ACTUALLY typing nonsense words in your sleep. (Sorry about that Hive account@andysantics48 LOL I still don't know what that sentence meant. hehehehe Sorry also to Hive account@kchitrah and your dose of nonsense Dreemie on VOICE and to Hive account@bluefinstudios who had the privilege of BOTH text and voice nonsense Dreemie. lolol) I laugh... and I sigh... and I worry a bit because - it seems I'm more nonsense, more emotional, more scattered, and more frazzled than I have been in a while. I think it comes down rest. And I'm sure my schedule isn't helping much. And when all is said and done, and I should be asleep. I'm not. 90% of the time, I honestly would rather be awake and delirious... than asleep. Does anyone else get this way? Or am I the only sleep-deprived delusional zombie in the Steemiverse.