I think you are very brave for sharing this with us. I know the feeling of being an outcast even by your own family. Most important thing is that you never forget the value you have. Allthough the closest of kin may not see it, there are people out there who will love you for who you are. It may take a while before you meet them, bet never give up. Be yourself, Always, cause that's the best version of who you can be. Hope you will share your thoughts so others can see they are not the only ones dealing with these problems. Stay strong!