What It Looks Like
Goodness gracious I am really addicted about this food of mine, "Toppers' was the name of this meal and a "Pork gravy" variant, other variants are okay but this one is the one that I liked most. It all started when at dialysis I finally told my mother that I will not bring food anymore but instead I will just buy some meal at the nearest convenience store from my dialysis center.
At first I was telling my father to buy the other variant we call "Sisig" until sometimes it is not available so my father just bought me the next one which is the "Pork with gravy", it was not my liking then until I noticed that I enjoyed eating it already especially if there was an extra gravy.
Then I would eat that with an extra rice, sometimes two of those meal in one sitting which really fills me up to the brim. It is not really that delicious but it is tasty for me now especially if I am hooked-up for my dialysis and I could eat more if that was my food.
So I already told my mother to buy me three of those plus two extra rice and extra gravies for each cups of rice. The gravy is important because it is why it makes the meal really tasty. I could eat more and that's what is important for now because I have to eat more for me to be able to lessen the nausea side-effect of Cinacalcet.
In the next two days it will be my main meal and I will have to eat it with some fruits for my dietary fiber needs for me to avoid being constipated because I am always taking calcium carbonate as one of my necessary vitamins to help me heal my bones.
You could say that my happiness is just shallow but at least one aspect of my life makes me feel happy like as a simple and negligible thing like a "pork in a rice bowl with gravy."