You made it trough March, spring is closer than you would like to admit, even the feeling of it is more prominent. The smells, the views and the people are all a bit brighter.
Every day a bit closer to the end, slowly realizing the fact, it was never about the end, it was always the journey.
Soon you'll travel again, you know you thrive in chaos, so why do you fear the uncertainty ?
Comfort.
Comfort will lead you into the cave of dispair.
Lighting a fire in a cave will only make the walls bright, it will not show you a new way out.
Turn your back to comfort and you will see the way back into the light of chaos, embrace it and be free.
When you taste choclate, and dopamine gets you smiling, or the godess Coca makes you greatful, you remember that you can have that feeling whenever you need it.
Smile, say thank you, do something good for someone else. Gratitude will carry your frustration and pain a long way.
Like choclate.
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