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Essa B
@ooxide
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I do a lot of really interesting things displaced by incredibly long periods of nothing
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May 21, 2017
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ooxide
kickboxing
2017-08-08 20:42
My second fight ever
So a long time ago I wrote about my first fight ever; it was an awesome experience and reliving it was great. Today, I relive a less great, but incredibly important incident: my second fight ever. It might
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life
2017-06-22 20:24
False bereavement: Why I'm such an angsty cunt sometimes
My mom was addicted to methamphetamine since before I was born; I'm not sure that she used it during my young childhood, but I know that she used it once when she was pregnant with me. Prior to that she
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life
2017-06-22 05:53
sad
I think it's worth my time to reconsider how I want to present this, I'll look it over and see if I should repost it here or just make a new one
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steemit
2017-06-20 20:34
Setback
Art is the most volatile of all endeavors, solely due to its inescapably permanent attachment to life. I'm not sure that any of us have a choice; I think we might all be artists, slowly making a lifelong
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general
2017-06-16 18:03
WIll suck dick for upvotes
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ooxide
steemit
2017-06-14 00:08
I made another porny post
I made a fun pr0n post; please feel free to let me know if promoting like this is a no-no and ill promptly change it~ Very NSFW I was maybe a little funny in this one :3 Check it out, it's got lots!
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nsfw
2017-06-14 00:02
NSFW
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ooxide
science
2017-06-13 23:50
Chiral porphyrin hosts as detecting agents for polluted water: The introduction and background knowledge.
AUTHORS NOTE: Two times in my life I was fortunate enough to work with a research group exploring the applications of porphyrins; once in America, where we synthesized chiral porphyrins for their applications
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life
2017-06-08 13:49
Heroin withdrawal; the bad way to do it and the only kind of bad way to do it
There's no good way to go through withdrawals; goodness does not exist for that period of time. You might have heard that withdrawal is like a bad version of the flu and, consequently, gotten the impression
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life
2017-06-06 23:09
The past 24 hours (technicall SFW but explicit af)
Bad Bunnies is a pan-gender worldwide collaborative porn association dedicated, among other things, to queer porn. It's their anniversary soon, and to celebrate, we're all filming ourselves doing lewd
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porn
2017-06-02 14:18
I made a porn confessional
Heya, I don't know if this would be considered bad form, so if it is please just tell me and I'll take this post down. I made a post about my first porn shoot, its very nsfw, so Ill just link it here if
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nsfw
2017-06-02 14:10
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introduceyourself
2017-06-01 04:56
An unrealistic recovery, part III: I'm all sorts of screwed up
(parts one and two here Remember that one kid who was completely unable to flirt with and/or ask another person out due to their own intense fear of either rejection or embarrassment? The common narrative
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introduceyourself
2017-05-31 23:11
An unrealistic recovery, part II: The monster in the sky
Fred was ridiculously charismatic; I'm almost positive that had it been anyone else asking me to stay over and get sober, I wouldn't have. He had that gift of gab though, and as much as I hated to admit
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introduceyourself
2017-05-31 21:03
An unrealistic recovery, part 1: Coming to terms with the jerkass that I was.
(II and III here I've spoken already about drugs and my propensity for doing them, followed by incredibly impulsive acts. I've briefly discussed how I moved into a strangers house to get sober, and I've
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life
2017-05-30 21:41
Porn Tales: Hoe Economics.
"You should be a porn star," my mother says. "You're so comfortable with nudity that you might as well get paid for it!" My grandmother concurs with her. These playful taunts weren't
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life
2017-05-30 16:21
A completely pretentious account of how Trainspotting influenced my life
I'm 14 years old and nursing at least 3 developing personality disorders. Trainspotting is playing on IFC, and I watch it; being every concerned (and active in the community) mothers straw-nightmare, I
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flashbackfriday
2017-05-27 02:20
Instrumentation in Chemistry: an undergrads worst nightmare.
The following is a report I wrote for instrumental analysis in the spring of 2016. At least one of these was due every week, and sometimes the number was as high as three a week. Now we get to see why
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steemit
2017-05-27 01:54
Atypical abuse patterns: My experience with female led domestic abuse
This will be a hard one, but I think it's worth writing. I grew up in a trailer park in the middle of a small southern town, and alcoholism/drug abuse was a big problem. A common narrative I witnessed
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flashbackfriday
2017-05-27 01:47
I shot my friend in the face with a paintball gun at point-blank range two weeks before his wedding
I had been living with Fred and Lacey for about 3 months when Fred started assaulting me with paintball guns. His favorite tactic was to lock me out of the house and post up on the second story window
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