Continuing to process a moment of self-abuse

Sharing self-forgiveness on self-abuse

Redefining the word careful

Cross-posted from Day 74- Redefining and Living Careless Self-Allocation Point I have within my life assigned a positive energetic charge to this word. This goes along with my Loser Character, where I

Cross-posted from Day 72- Stopping the People-Pleaser Character The other day as I was preparing to go over to an acquaintance's house, something arose within me that told me unequivocally to "STOP!

Social Engineering must have the outcome that is best for all life where every child born is guaranteed a Life of Worth. Life is the Only Real Value on Earth! – Bernard Poolman It is not about agreement

Cross-posted from Day 71- Exploring Self-Responsibility I have noticed a tendency within me to want to cover all bases in terms of my self-development so that I don’t have to have uncomfortable interactions

Crossposted from Day 70- Stopping Smoking (Part 1) During this pandemic, I made the switch from smoking cigarettes occasionally to smoking them habitually, and it was a conscious decision to make that

} From Day 69- Do You Have ANXIETY?Did that title make you anxious? Today I had a silly experience with anxiety. I was trimming my nails and something I do quite often is trim them too short. Well, I was

} From Day 68- Why is Nobody Helping Me?A thought came up the other day that ‘I am not getting the feedback I need/deserve from other Destonians’. I have been participating on the forum for 9 years. When

} From Day 67- Redefining and Living Apathy (A-Path-I-See) The process I used to explore this word can be found here: Self-Allocation For me, I can remember developing a certain sense of apathy in my childhood

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Copied from Day 62- Fearing Sleeping Today there was a moment where I could see that what I was on my way to do wasn't what was best for me, but I continued on to do the thing I had set out to do anyway.

it’s gotten to the point where i’m actually sabotaging myself. i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sabotage myself i forgive myself that i’ve not allowed myself to not realize that sabotaging

as i come out of a depressive state, i am presented with opportunities to reconnect with people-at-large. as my psychiatrist mentioned, there will be times when i retreat back into depression and it’s

Something I have noticed within myself is a tendency to want to implement changes from the perspective of mind-over-matter rather than making decisions within the moment. There is something about control

There was an opportunity after work where I had a moment to myself and instead of using that time to move myself in a way that was best for me, I instead moved myself in a way that I believed would please

So it seems like I am still participating within the self-sabotage pattern identified in this post. This warrants another look at the pattern. I forgive myself for continuing to deny myself self-expression

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